Control

This morning I woke up feeling lighter and overall my body just has felt different/stronger lately…I was SOOOOO tempted to jump on the scale and take a peek. I peeked this weekend, but for my mental heath I know it’s better if I stick to WIW. Well this morning I was thisclose to stepping on the scale when all of a sudden my brain screamed at me GET CONTROL.

And it made me think of my manta from Radiohead’s Creep:

I don’t care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

Control is SO much more than what I eat and pushing myself when exercising, which was my initial thought. Control is not letting yourself get on the scale when you told yourself you will wait until Wednesday. Control is making a decision and sticking to it no matter what.

I can’t wait to hit my GW and get those lyrics tattooed on my ribs…