I was going to reply to this privately, but it got me thinking about my anonymity and felt it was important to share with everyone.
My current anonymity has nothing to do with not thinking I am pretty or “gorgeous” in the words of Mr. Smooth 365. I do think overall I’m quite easy on the eyes. HOWEVER for me it’s more the CHANCE that people I know in real life (that are non-fitblr and therefore I don’t think can ever understand what we think/talk about) stumble upon this and think: “wow I didn’t realize how fat she really was before” or “I thought she was looking good now, but she still weighs X and that’s fat”
And before I hear it from any of you – I know it’s stupid and counterproductive to think like that, but it’s honest. I’m fighting it.
I do think that after running this second half marathon at the end of the month that I’ll be confident and secure enough not to give a fuck about what anyone else THINKS, because I’ll KNOW that I’m a badass.
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