This weekend I am seeing an old flame.
He is the guy who has ALWAYS made me feel like the most beautiful girl in any room.
I’ve know him for over 4 years, but our lives rarely cross paths. Him and I have flip flopped living in parts of the country practically since I met him. We lived in the same place for 10 weeks and we dated for about 5 of them, other than that I’ve seen him 4 other times.
Well he is going to be in town this weekend. It’s been just over a year since I saw him last, which was also pretty much when I was my heaviest. However when I MET him back in Summer ‘06 I was also around my heaviest. He seems to lust after like me at any size.
He is a guy that has a lot going for him. He is a lawyer. For the Navy. In addition to be tall, cute and blonde, verrrry blonde – to the point that my friends call him “doll hair” (despite not seeing him often he actually has met my best friend and my sister). Both of which find him cocky and bit smug (the same thing could be said about me at times), but I like a good cocky/confident combination.
I have mixed emotions about this weekend. I mean I’m going to LOVE flaunting my trim body, cute new clothes and awesome haircut. And since he is a Navy JAG he actually has toned up from basic training as well as far as I can tell via Facebook.
He’s someone I don’t keep up with on a regular basis, but we always seem to keep tabs on one another. When we do see eachother we pick up right where we left off, we get along really well, always laugh and have tons to talk about. I just always keep my guard up with him because I know how infrequently our paths cross and how devastated I was when I moved away. Whenever I see him I try to have no expectations of how things will go and try to have fun and just go with the flow of things.
I’m nervous, anxious and excited!
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