Refocusing

Weight Today: 187.0

I have fallen off the wagon since early July. Thankfully I’ve only put on about 4 pounds in that time period, but I feel soft and weak. I’m also 12 lbs heavier than my lowest weight (LA Marathon, March 2012) which really frustrates me.

I need to get back to where I was and remember where I still want to go. 

Despite it being a holiday weekend I have a pretty quiet schedule so I hope to use this weekend to start getting back on track. 

• I miss being the girl who can run 5 miles without thinking about it.
• I miss being the girl had amazing will power against sweets and junk.
• I miss being the girl who didn’t care about her clothes because she felt confident in everything she wore
• I miss being the girl who could comfortably fit in all the clothes in her closet
• I miss being the girl that motivated others to be fit and healthy
• I miss being the girl who was in control on her life