Today: 191.6
out of control.
I hated 90% of the pictures taken of me this weekend. I feel fat and slow. I’m “fine” with my half marathon time, but carrying around 10lbs more than the last few races I’ve done didn’t help. Meanwhile yesterday marked 2 years since I ran the LA marathon and was in the best shape of my life and weighed ~175 pounds.
I hate how lax I am. I hate how much I want to keep my weight under control and yet I feel so out of control sometimes.
My appetite is currently sidelined by a cold and I hope next week to reboot INSANITY. Next week I’ll also hear if I got into to NYC Marathon – which both excites and terrifies me.
March 21st is 2 days away. It marks the equinox and the start of spring. It is also the 1st day of the astrological year. AKA sounds like a great place to start with a clean slate and see how much progress I can make by the start of summer!
::I believe in a sound mind, a sound body, and a spirit that is not afraid::
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