6 months until 2012

In 6 short months we will have all just celebrated another New Years Eve and kicked off 2012. I had such a great start to 2011 – mainly because I got to celebrate all of my hard work in 2010. In 2011 the scale has barely moved this first 6 months. I am DETERMINED to work hard and EARN my 2012 celebration. 

Gym today after work and all weekend to get myself focused. 

Pounding Pavement DC Style Now & Then

I will post about my DC/Baltimore Roadtrip a little later, but I’ll just jump into the race itself. I will also post how last year’s race went in italics. WHAT A DIFFERENCE!

I was a good girl Saturday and only had 3 Strongbows with lunch the rest of the day I only drank water. Last year while in DC my friend Kelly and I thought day drinking would be okay if we stopped at night, however day drinking leads to night drinking and we went to bed late and drunk.

I went to bed around 11pm in my comfy hotel bed and woke up at 6:30am. We crashed at our friend Josh’s place and I drunkenly slept on a futon and then while trying to snooze my alarm I shut it off and didn’t get up until like 7:30am.

I took my time getting ready (I already had all my stuff laid out), I wore dri fit clothes, compression socks, and my brooks. I also stretched, ate oatmeal and walked about a mile with W to the race. I was hung over, running late, grabbing things like a crazy person, I also wore a cotton race tshirt that was too big and new yoga pants that were very long. I also ate like a quarter of a burned bagel with cream cheese while trying to chug water. My friend Josh drove us and dropped us off.

Headed straight for packet pick up to get my number, chip and shirt. I put on my number and chip before stalking down David Cook. We picked up our race stuff the day before, but had no idea how the chip worked nor a good technique to pin on our bibs. I was too busy stalking David Cook to care about specifics of the race.

I made my way to the starting line near the front (about 10 people in) where I sipped on some water (I generally run with a water bottle these days). We lined up towards the back of the runners and before the walkers. I was thirsty already.

Once the race started I took off and really didn’t have to dodge many people. I felt good, I felt confident. The race started and we didn’t even get moving for a little but until our wave crossed. At that point there were SO many people. I must have been dodging people for a mile. the whole race I was in a swarm of people.

Within the first half mile I spot David Cook running a little a head of me. I tweak. Do I slow down and keep pace with him? I REALLY thought about it, but I wanted to SMASH my time last year. I was serious about speed training and I knew I had it in me to kick this ass’s race. So as I come upon David Cook I touch his arm and smile/give him a thumbs up (I think – I was too busy nearly dying of excitement). He gives me a warm smile back. I soak it in before taking off and blowing past him. Touching him and having him smile at me added more fuel to my running fire.

Because my nike+ is broken I was concerned about pace/speed – so when I crossed the start I turned on the stopwatch on my Ipod to try and monitor my time. They race had Kilo and Mile signs. My 1K time was like 4:30ish (DAYUM) my time at 1M was (7:55). I was focused on running as hard and fast as I could. I pretty much only ran among a small group of runners for most of the race. I really got to enjoy the course and where I was running. It was a very cool route. I RAN HARD the whole time. I tried to ease back a touch in the middle of mile 2 because I wanted to end strong. Around Mile 2 I saw I was around 19 minutes. As soon as I saw the finish line in the distance I gave it all I had. My veins were literally pumping battery acid at that point (my friends as the watched a few meters before the finish line said I looked miserable running and it made them not want to run ever – I was just focused and intense). I was pissed the last tenth of a mile a dad with a running stroller goes flying past me – talk about an ego blow. Either was I saw the clock at 26 minutes and I was in AWE. As soon as I crossed that finish line I felt no pain. I announced how great I felt and how awesome the race was (which my friends didn’t believe because of how red/purple, sweaty and miserable I looked to them while running). I swear I could have ran the 5K again. I felt on top of the world. I hoped to run the whole thing, but I just couldn’t I need a bunch of walking breaks. There were so many people and I was dehydrated. I also only saw Kilo signs and when I saw the 3K sign – I thought it was 3 miles and got really excited and ran hard only to then realize when I saw 4K that the race was will far from over. I was happy I finished the race, but I felt terrible, I wasn’t happy with my time and most of all I was disappointed in myself and my lack of preparing properly for the race like I knew I should have.

Official Race Time – 26:28 (8:31 pace). Official Race Time 33:29 (10:46 pace).

So on the first anniversary of my first race ever on the same course – I knocked 7 minutes and 1 second off my 5K time. I also was so much more prepared and knowledable about preparation, training and the race itself. I hope to run this race every year. It means a lot to me and it raises money to find a cure for brain cancer (David Cook lost his brother to it 3 years ago). If you’re interested in still donating visit my site.

Quarter 1 of 2011 in Review

I came into 2011 with a lot of momentum from 2010. I had run over 700 miles and lost over 40 pounds. I raced in multiple 5Ks, 10Ks and 2 half-marathons. I was on top of the world.

To be honest December was when I started to fall off the wagon – cold weather, holidays, new boyfriend, etc.

I really hoped 2011 was going to be even more stellar than 2010. Despite not loving now the first Quarter of 2011 has gone, I have very high hopes for the rest of 2011.

My weight: I have been gaining and losing the same 7 pounds since December. I’m ready to FIRMLY and STEADILY be in the 170s and then hit my GW of 168 in this second quarter.

My Mileage: Including my last 2 March runs today and tomorrow I’ll have 163 miles for the year thus far. I BARELY ran in January and part of February. I’ve put most of this mileage on the board in the past 7 weeks. I really want to run 1,000 miles in 2011 which meant I needed ~250 per quarter. So I’m BEHIND. Hopefully once I start Marathon training later this year I will rack up the the mileage I lost.

My Body: Although my weight and measurements haven’t changed much (I will measure on Thursday) I feel good about how I look. I am easily in size 14 pants with hopes of soon making the movie to 12s. I am wearing large and medium shirts. My boobs look absolutely fantastic. I was THIS CLOSE to taking a picture of them yesterday and then using the magic of PAINT or something to make it psuedo appropriate. We’ll see, but trust me they look awesome.

My Attitude: Regardless of the numbers on the scale or mileage I’m laying down I feel good about myself when I’m working out regularly and eating well. I vividly remember stretching at the gym maybe in early Feb when I got back to working out and I felt so fat and gross. Then a few weeks later I was checking myself out in the mirror and felt so confident and fit. The funny thing is that the scale hasn’t moved much. It’s the inner confidence of knowing I am putting in the work and “running laps around all those couch potatoes.” (I love that quote I saw I tumblr a few weeks ago).

My Plan: I have my half marathon on Sunday and then I plan to take the rest of April to really work on speed training. I have a 5K on May 1 (aka the first anniversary of my first 5K back on the same course) and I really want to be FAST. In a later post I will be asking you all for speed training fartlek advice. I really hope to be out of the 170s this quarter and see my GW of 168. I want to reach my UGW by my 28th Birthday on August 4th.

WINNING

Mooooonths ago I said March 21st was my goal date for my UGW. 

Also mooooooonths ago I said I was going to start training for the LA marathon which was yesterday.

Neither of those things happened.

However:

I’m back to running after a cold weather hiatus

I’ve been maintaining my weight and hoping to start losing again

I’ve refocused

This journey shouldn’t be about numbers – calories, miles, weight, etc. It should be trying your damndest, making good life decisions and feeling good about yourself. 

Yes tonight I went for a looong run. Many miles for many minutes. However how I felt is the real reward. I have a half marathon in less than 2 weeks. I’m not going to lie I was wrapped up in time, pace, distance for most of my training, but when it comes down to it – I just want to have fun. Enjoy the run, enjoy my health, enjoy my body.

My UGW will come.

Running a marathon will come.

I believe in myself and that is truly winning.