Author: jaj05002

35. DC/NoVA. Fitness Enthusiast. Balance Seeker. Recovering Workaholic. Healing Journey. Weight Watchers. Loud Laugher. Fiery Leo. Theatre Junkie. Music Aficionado. Avid Writer. Pom Mom. Lawnguyland Native.

Boyfriend Weight

I’m worried that I’m gaining boyfriend weight. Losing these last 20 pounds is very important to me, but even more than weight loss/gain is keeping on top of my running.

For the past 6 months I have been eating, breathing and sleeping RUNNING.

Running has been the most important thing in my life. Running has made me very happy. Don’t get me wrong running still makes me very happy, but Wiley makes me even happier. However I am so wrapped up in him and it’s taken a toll on my sleeping, eating, and running schedules.

Dealing with Christmas, cold weather and lack of daylight hours to run in were all things that I anticipated derailing me at times, but I wasn’t prepared to be blindsided by a boyfriend. Yes this is all new and exciting, but I need to focus and regain control.

This past week of marathon training needs a “do over” (confession I only ran 6 miles instead of 11 on Saturday and feel like such a failure). My only saving grace is that I built in a few extra training weeks, but I’m THISCLOSE to officially registering for Los Angeles. I’m scared about running a full, but I know I should trust the training. However I need to fucking TRAIN. I need to re-commit to running first and foremost.

I’m asking you guys to also help keep me accountable. I’ve been “too quiet” on here lately and it’s because I’m not working as hard as I should be.

And before you ask, yes I have somewhat talked to W about all this, but it really hit me today and I need to be clear with him about my priorities.

11 miles

An 11 mile run stands between me and leaving to go see my boyfriend. I may PR 😛

PS – My friend Kathryn is running her first Marathon as we speak, sadly it’s a small marathon so I have to wait for to tweet updates! Tomorrow is her 30th birthday and I can’t wait to celebrate her marathon and the big 3-0 with her!

Despite feeling horrid yesterday I pulled myself together after sleeping all day to go the University President’s Christmas Party. I was invited as a guest AND there was an open bar. I HAD to go. I figured if I dressed up then I could trick myself into feeling better. It sort of worked!

I must say I don’t even recognize myself in this picture. I’m like who is that skinny  thin healthy looking girl?

*I’m on the left. I’m too lazy to black out my friend M’s face (she’s also lost 40+ pounds this year. she did it on WW, we are badasses)

**Please ignore the terrible cell phone quality camera

***Also please ignore the horrid name tags they make us wear at events at the President’s House – they don’t want party crashers, they have legit on-duty cops at events

WIW

Last Week: 175.8

This Week 176.8

Change: + 1

Christmas parties and just getting my period are partially are at fault. I’m still kicking ass and taking names in the running/workout department. I’m still hoping to lose a few pounds in December, but I’d take maintaining over gaining.

Tumblr Tuesday

I don’t always participate in Tumblr Tuesday, but this week I’d like to recognize Roadto224. Let’s talk about why he’s so awesome shall we:

  • He’s been very supportive of not only me, but other fitblrs
  • He ordered a license plate with his username (when are you gonna commit to a tattoo like me??)
  • He does community theatre – I’m a theatre nerd myself, but sadly don’t have time for it these days. It’s impressive that you MAKE time for it on top of work, family and fitness!
  • Oh and he’s kicking ass and taking names ALREADY

I’m looking forward to following your Road to 224. I am not always the best at leaving comments, but I’m reading and I’m cheering for you!